Series 1: 10. It’s all behind me now

Sam’s son Matthew was just seven when he was taken to Syria and the Islamic State group. He thought he’d never see America again. Now he’s back with his dad and talks of the “sweet relief” of being home.

Josh finds out how he and Sam’s other children are doing now.

This episode includes references to violence and some upsetting moments involving children.

Reporter: Josh Baker

Written by: Josh Baker and Joe Kent

Producers: Joe Kent and Max Green

Production assistant: Lucie Sullivan

Composer: Sam Slater

Mixed by: Tom Brignell

Series Editor: Emma Rippon

Commissioning Executive: Dylan Haskins

Commissioning Editor: Jason Phipps

“I’m Not a Monster” is a collaboration between BBC Panorama and FRONTLINE (PBS) and is a BBC Radio Current Affairs production for BBC Sounds